Sunday, 10 February 2013

Chapter 4: Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai


She saw the car coming towards Khushi but before a word could escape her lips Khushi was laying on the ground in a pool of blood. “KHUSHI!” Avani let out a bloodcurdling scream. She ran to the crowd of people surrounding the unconscious girl lying on the road. “Someone call an ambulance!” she shouted and five minutes later she was sitting in the ambulance with Khushi lying on the bed. Avani took out her phone and called Arnav. “Avani?” he answered on the second ring. “Arnav you need to come to Mumbai City Hospital now. Khushi’s been in an accident,” Avani cried and put the phone down. Arnav felt his heart stop beating the moment he heard Avani’s words. Arnav was on his way home from the stadium and when Avani put the phone down he spun his car around and sped towards City Hospital.
 


Dil ibadat kar raha hai
Dhadkane meri sunn
Tujhko main kar loon haasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
Zindagi ki shakh se loon
Kuchh hasin pal main chun
Tujhko main kar loon haasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
 
My heart is saying a prayer
Listen to my heartbeats
I will attain you
It keeps chanting
From the tree of life
I will choose a few beautiful moments
I will attain you
It keeps chanting


 
Khushi had been taken into the operating theatre while Avani was waiting outside. The doctors were trying their best to stop the bleeding and was successful in stopping the internal bleeding when Khushi’s heart rate started dropping she was close to flat lining and they tried to resuscitate her but she didn’t respond and her heartbeat stopped. At that very moment Arnav walked into the hospital and almost as if sensing him there her heart started beating again. The doctors had almost lost hope in that millisecond until her heartbeat rose again. Arnav ran down the hospital corridors to the operating theatre and froze when he saw Avani’s blood stained clothes.
 


Dil ibadat kar raha hai
Dhadkane meri sunn
Tujhko main kar loon haasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
Zindagi ki shakh se loon
Kuchh hasin pal main chun
Tujhko main kar loon haasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
Jo bhi jitne pal jeeyun
Unhe tere sang jeeyun
Jo bhi kal ho ab mere
Usse tere sang jeeyun
Jo bhi saansein main bharoon
Unhe tere sang bharoon
Chahe jo ho raasta
Usse tere sang chaloon
Dil ibadat kar raha hai
Dhadkane meri sunn
Tujhko main kar loon hasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
 
My heart is saying a prayer
Listen to my heartbeats
I will attain you
It keeps chanting
From the tree of life
I will choose a few beautiful moments
I will attain you
It keeps chanting
Every moment I live
I’ll live it with you
Whatever tomorrows I have left
I’ll live them with you
Every breath I take
I’ll take them you
Whatever the road is
I’ll travel it with you
My heart is saying a prayer
Listen to my heartbeats
I will attain you
It keeps chanting


 
The red light above the operating theatre went off and Khushi was taken to ICU. The doctor came out of the room and turned towards Arnav and Avani, “Due to the amount of internal bleeding and injuries she sustained in the accident she is very critical,” he explained to them. “She will be okay though. Right?” Arnav asked the doctor. The doctor looked at Arnav grimly, “We can’t say anything yet but if she doesn’t regain consciousness soon her life might still be in danger.” The doctor turned and walked to his office. Arnav looked at the helpless figure lying on the bed through the window and unable to restrain himself pushed the door open and walked in. He sat down on the chair next to the bed and took Khushi’s hand in his.
 


Mujhko de tu mit jaane
Ab khud se dil mil jaane
Kyun hai yeh itna faasla
Lamhe yeh phir na aane
In ko tu na de jaane
Tu mujhpe khud ko de loota
Tujhe tujhse todh loon
Kahin khud se jodh loon
Mere jism-o-jabeaa
Teri khushboo odh loon
Jo bhi saansein main bharoon
Unhe tere sang bharoon
Chahe jo ho raasta
Usse tere sang chaloon
Dil ibadat kar raha hai
Dhadkane meri sunn
Tujhko main kar loon hasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
 
Let me break down
Let me find my heart
Why are we so far apart
These moments will not come again
Please don’t let them go
Surrender yourself to me
I will detach you from yourself
And attach you to me
My body and soul
I’ll fill with your scent
Every breath I take
I’ll take them you
Whatever the road is
I’ll travel it with you
My heart is saying a prayer
Listen to my heartbeats
I will attain you
It keeps chanting


 
 
Arnav couldn’t hold back his tears. His life, his everything was here before him fighting for her life. Why? Why did God always games with him? Why does He always snatch away Arnav’s love from him? Arnav wouldn’t let Him succeed in taking her away from him forever. “Khushi,” Arnav said through his tears, “I know you can hear me. You have to get up. You have to. You have to do it for me. Not for anyone else but for me. I can’t live without you.” Tears spilled down his cheeks, one landing on Khushi’s hand. It was as if Khushi was listening to him and even in this condition couldn’t bear to see Arnav so fragile because her fingers moved. “Khushi. Khushi,” Arnav called, “Please wake up,” he begged her. Her hand moved.
 


Baahon mein de bas jaane
Sine mein de chhup jaane
Tujh bin main jaaoon toh kahaan
Tujhse hai mujhko paane
Yaadon ke woh nazar aane
Ik jin pe haq ho bas mera
Teri yaadon mein rahoon
Tere khwaabon mein jagoon
Mujhe dhoonde jab koi
Teri aankhon mein miloon
Jo bhi saansein main bharoon
Unhe tere sang bharoon
Chahe jo ho raasta
Usse tere sang chaloon
Dil ibadat kar raha hai
Dhadkane meri sunn
Tujhko main kar loon hasil
Lagi hai yahin dhun
 
Let me live in your arms
I’ll hide in your heart
Where will I go without you
You are mine to gain
With you I’ll see all the beautiful memories
Of which only I have the right
I will live in your memories
I will awaken to your dreams
When I will be looked for
I’ll be found in your eyes
Every breath I take
I’ll take them you
Whatever the road is
I’ll travel it with you
My heart is saying a prayer
Listen to my heartbeats
I will attain you
It keeps chanting


 

Khushi slowly opened her eyes and looked around trying to figure out where she was. She saw the white walls and the white sheets covering her. She tried to move her hand but realized that there was something or rather someone stopping her. She turned her head steadily to see him holding her hand his head resting on the bed. She ran her free hand through his hair and he woke up. Khushi felt a knife tear through her when she saw him. He looked so dishevelled and had bloodshot eyes. There was also a fresh set of tears that now adorned his face. “Arnav,” Khushi said in barely a whisper as she wiped away his tears. Arnav’s happiness knew no bounds. Had anything happened to her he didn’t know what he would have done. Khushi placed her hand on Arnav’s cheek trying to reassure him that she was fine and that nothing had happened to her. He pulled her hand away from his face and held it both his hands, “What the hell did you think you were doing? What if something happened to you? What would I have done?” Khushi closed her eyes and Arnav saw her runaway tear. “Don’t ever do that again,” he told her then kissed her forehead. Just as Arnav moved away from her Avani walked in. She hadn’t noticed that Khushi had regained consciousness yet and spoke to Arnav, “I tried calling her parents but none of them are answering.” Khushi was used to feeling deserted she could handle it she was used to it. She turned to look at Avani and said matter-of-factly, “They won’t. They’re in Milan with Maya. They had flight when the show started that’s when they left. She’s needed there for the Milan fashion Week.” Avani’s eyes tore wide open. “You mean they left you here alone!” she blurted out. “Don’t worry Avani. I’m used to it. I’ll be okay,” she said trying to convince Avani. “What do you mean you’ll be okay?” Arnav asked her angrily, “How could they leave you alone? And how exactly do you think you are going to manage being by yourself after what just happened?” As Arnav had just finished burying Khushi in questions her phone rang. Avani had been trying to call her parents from it and seemed like they had finally seen all the missed calls. Avani answered the call and put it on speaker, “What the hell happened?” boomed Yug Gupta’s voice. “Nothing, my phone just accidentally dialled. That’s all,” Khushi replied scared. “Don’t lie to me!” the anger could be clearly heard in Yug’s voice, “It’s all over the bloody news! It seems that every day your stupidity reaches new heights! Anyway it doesn’t matter I’ll sort that mess out when I get back. You better get your act together by the time we get back because next week your sister is getting engaged. Don’t forget that.” He put the phone down and his last few words rang in Khushi’s head. She immediately remembered what had led to all this in the first place. Arnav noticed Khushi stiffen. “Khushi,” he said and started walking towards her. “Please Arnav, just go” Khushi said stopping him from coming any closer. He wanted to say something but stopped himself knowing that Khushi needed rest and now wasn’t the time for it.

 

Arnav left Khushi alone who couldn’t hold back her tears and as soon as Arnav left let them go. Why did all this have to happen to her? Why was she alone? Why did everyone she love always get snatched away from her? Wasn’t she entitled to any happiness? Was misfortune and torture written in her fate? Khushi closed her eyes not finding any answers to her questions and drifted off to sleep.

 

Arnav left Khushi alone knowing she needed rest and some time to herself. He walked into the doctor’s cabin to check whether Khushi could be taken home. He knocked on the door and the doctor waved him in and gestured to take a seat. “She’s very lucky Mr Raizada,” the doctor said, “when she was brought into theatre she had extensive internal bleeding but very little external damage. She has however sustained some minor injuries which will heal.” Arnav breathed a sigh of relief. “You know Mr Raizada a few minutes after she was brought into theatre she had flat lined but miraculously within a second her heart started beating again, “ the doctor explained, “We had almost lost hope because when her heart rate started dropping we tried bringing it back up but it was almost as if she refused to want to live. Thankfully though all went well and she’s safe and well. You need not have any fears. Her life is out of danger.” Arnav took a deep breath and shook the doctor’s hand while saying, “Thank you. When can we take her home?” the doctor smiled at him, “She’s perfectly fine now but we’d like to keep under observation overnight to check if the meds are working and you can come and take her tomorrow morning if you’d like.” Arnav nodded, “I’ll be here in the morning. Good evening,” Arnav greeted the doctor and left the hospital.

 

He drove home preparing himself for the millions of questions that were going to bombard him when he walked in through the door and he didn’t even know where Avani disappeared to. Shut the engine off and walked towards the front door. Before he could even reach for the door knob the door opened and the Anjali was standing there with a very worried expression on her face. Arnav led his sister and brother-in-law into the living room, sat them down and explained the whole situation to them being careful to leave out the part of the phone conversation with her father. Anjali hugged Arnav assuring him that nothing could ever happen to Khushi. Arnav retired to his room for the rest of the night but found it difficult to sleep as he was constantly worried about Khushi.

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