Friday 8 March 2013

Chapter 9: Rab ka Shukrana


“I love you Khushi,” he said leaning forward and resting his forehead against hers. “I love you too,” she whispered. They were lost in the moment when they heard giggling. They looked at each other confused then turned towards the door that led from Arnav’s bedroom to the pool and saw Anjali and Arjun standing at the door. Arjun was holding back a smile and Anjali was giggling. Khushi tried to pull away from Arnav but he tightened his grip on her waist and pulled her back. “If you two lovebirds are done would kindly grace us with your presence downstairs. I’m sure you realise you have to be there in order for the guests to leave,” Anjali said acting serious. Arnav nodded, “We’ll be right there,” he said before Anjali and Arjun went downstairs. “We can do this later,” he said to Khushi naughtily. Khushi turned red and Arnav smiled. He let go of her waist and they headed downstairs walking hand in hand. They stood at the door and thanked all the guests as they left.
 
Once all the guests had left and the house was being cleared it was only the Raizadas, Guptas and Barun’s family in the living room. Yug was fuming at what had happened and was waiting for a chance to voice his opinion. They were all waiting for Arnav and Khushi who had been seeing off the guests. As soon as they walked in Yug saw red. He stood up and stormed towards Khushi. He stopped in front of her and slapped her hard across her right cheek. The force of the slap forced Khushi to lose her balance but Arnav caught her. He was fuming and all he saw was red. How dare someone raise their hand on his Khushi? “You little-”, Yug was cut off by Arnav. “Mr Gupta!” he bellowed. “Don’t you dare Arnav! This is between us so stay out of it,” Yug said to Arnav. Yug grabbed Khushi by her arm and threw her in the middle of the room so that she was surrounded by everyone. Arnav took a step towards Khushi but Yug pushed him back. “I told you didn’t I. I had made myself clear that your sister was marrying him so you were to stay away from him. I thought you would have but little did we know that you’d turn out to be so deceitful,” he spat at Khushi. Khushi was now crying and couldn’t believe they were humiliating her in front of everyone. She could take every humiliation as long as it wasn’t public. The Raizadas were stunned by what Yug was doing and the fact that no one from his family tried to stop him. Everyone in the room knew Khushi would never let herself be humiliated yet she just stood there silently. Yug was throwing insult upon insult at her and she still said nothing. Arnav’s temper was rising and so was his anger. Khushi might be able to watch herself be humiliated but he couldn’t, “Enough,” his voice thundered through RM. His anger could be seen clearly in his eyes and his family knew better than to calm him down when he was angry. He stood in front of Khushi as if he was protecting her from Yug. “You’ve said enough. Don’t even dare say anything else,” Arnav said through gritted teeth. Behind him Khushi was trembling out of fear. Barun noticed and stepped forward. How long more would he see his sister like this? “Arnav is right. You and the rest of your family have used Khushi as a punching bag long enough. No more. Every time you needed someone to blame or do your dirty work you used Khushi but no more,” Barun said firmly. Everyone was disturbed by what Barun was saying so Avani decided to speak on behalf of everyone, “What are you saying, Barun? What do you mean?” Barun was now just as angry as Arnav. “That means that no one knows anything. Khushi didn’t tell anyone,” he said looking at Yug, Sheela and Maya accusingly. “Barun don’t please,” Khushi said softly behind him. He turned around to face Khushi, “No Khushi. Everyone needs to know. You can’t keep protecting them and letting yourself get hurt.” Khushi shook her head but it was no use. Barun wasn’t going to stop. A fresh burst of tears erupted from Khushi and Arnav immediately wrapped his arms around her making her feel safe. He could feel her trembling and hugged her tighter. “Khushi is an orphan,” Barun said speaking to everyone in the room, “twelve years ago her parents died in a plane crash. They were travelling from India to London to come and visit my family. They had sent Khushi a few days before with my dad who had come here for business. They didn’t die immediately but were rushed to a hospital where we arrived and so did the Guptas. My Father, Ravi is Garima Gupta’s brother. Khushi’s mama and Yug Gupta is Shashi Gupta’s brother. Her chacha. They’re not her parents and nor is Maya her sister. Yug had always had his eyes on his brother’s wealth and saw their accident as an opportunity. They died within a few hours of the crash in the hospital and after the funeral Shashi’s will was read out. It said that all his property, wealth and any other belongings he had all went to his only daughter, Khushi. Khushi was only ten and so a minor. She had no legal guardian so we offered to take her back to London with us but Yug realized that all his brother’s wealth would go with so he wanted to fight for Khushi’s custody. My father didn’t want to get into any legal matters so he agreed because Yug is her paternal uncle. We came down to see Khushi once every two months and for the first few years everything was fine until Khushi turned sixteen. Once she had turned sixteen she understood why Yug had wanted her to stay in India. They were living off Khushi and her money they still are even today. Miss supermodel Maya has an account with all her money she’s made that is untouched while the money Khushi makes with her albums, concerts and everything else is how they survive. Every decision concerning Khushi’s career was taken by Yug and if she did something he didn’t like she got beaten for it.” Barun stopped to look at the expression on everyone’s face. Barun knew all too well this was how they would react. “There’s more. Once when I came down to visit Khushi it was an unexpected visit and it took them by surprise,” he said indicating towards the three. “I found Khushi crying with marks on her body and when I asked her what happened she finally broke down. She couldn’t take it anymore. She told me everything they had done since she had been living with them and how it only got worse. Khushi was miserable but didn’t want anyone to be worried about what was happening to her so she told me not to tell anyone. She spent each day in misery until one day she came face to face with her rival in the industry, Arnav. They got to know each other and soon enough they fell for each other. I was happy that Khushi finally wasn’t alone anymore until Yug found out. They had been all set on using Maya to trap Arnav but it didn’t work because he was in love with Khushi.” He turned to speak to Arnav only, “That’s why she did what she did six months ago. To save your career she sacrificed her love.” Arnav looked at Barun stunned. “Yug threatened her that if she didn’t get out of your life he’d ruin ASR and he’d make sure everyone knew it was her who had done it. That’s why she left,” Barun explained. Arnav could hear Khushi sobbing, her head hidden in his chest and he pulled her closer. A lone tear escaped Arnav’s eyes. Barun turned back to the rest of Arnav’s family. “When Khushi told me I couldn’t believe she’d actually done it but I understood that it was her love for Arnav that made her do it so I didn’t question her decision but what Yug did after Khushi’s accident was the final straw. He had threatened her in her own house to break of every tie with Arnav. She was to never see him again, talk about him or even think about him. He was off limits to her and she has to forget him. That broke Khushi and knew it but she didn’t tell me anything so I didn’t do anything about it. But not anymore. She’s been tortured enough. I won’t let her take anymore.” He spoke directly to Yug this time, “Khushi is twenty. She’s turning twenty one in two months which means she longer needs you. She’s also getting married which means she can finally take over her father’s business that you have run into the ground and everything that belongs to her. From today onward you are no longer a part of Khushi Kumari Gupta’s life. She doesn’t need you or your family. You’re not needed anymore so I suggest you leave,” Barun said determined to throw them out if they weren’t going to leave. Yug had nothing to say. He had been insulted enough and took what little pride he had left and walked out of RM with his family.
 
Everyone who had just witnessed the scene in RM was rendered speechless. They would have never thought that a girl like Khushi could have endured so much yet still be the girl she was. No one would have ever suspected anything that actually happened. She stepped away from Arnav and wiped her tears. Ravi came up to Khushi. He put a hand on her head, “You’ll always have us. Remember that Khushi.” Khushi broke down. After her father had passed away Khushi had realised that Yug could never take his place because he could never be like him. Yet here was Ravi who was just like her father. “Papa,” Khushi cried and hugged him. Everyone had become emotional upon seeing Khushi’s plight. Khushi had calmed down and everyone had decided to call it a night. Khushi hadn’t spoken at all and left without saying goodbye to Arnav. Arnav wasn’t hurt because he could have never even imagined what it must’ve been like and knew Khushi must be hurting terribly. That night Arnav didn’t sleep. He just kept tossing and turning and every time he closed his eyes he saw Khushi crying. Khushi couldn’t sleep. She lay in her bed like a living corpse. She didn’t move, she didn’t sleep. All she could think about was what had happened.
 
The next day Arnav had come to her house in the morning to check how she was. Barun said that he would call but Arnav wanted to see for himself. He walked into the house and saw Khushi sitting at the top of the stairs. “Khushi,” he said pain audible in his voice. She looked up to see Arnav and ran down the stairs straight into his arms. For her it was the only place she could find solitude. The only place she felt safe.
 


Tu hai ab jo bahoon mein, karaar hai
Rab ka shukrana
Saanson mein hai nasha, khumar hai
Rab ka shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, azaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
 
Now that you’re in my arms, I found peace
Thanks to God
There is elation and intoxication in my breath
Thanks to God
Now you are my religion and faith
Thanks to god
You are my chant and prayer
Thanks to God


 
Arnav hugged her back not saying anything. Khushi looked up at him and he could see that her eyes were red. She’d been crying. Khushi kept her arms around him and Arnav took one hand away leaving the other around her waist. He led her to the stairs and they sat down. “You okay?” he asked her. He regretted it the moment he said it because he saw that Khushi wanted to cry again. He was going to say something but Khushi beat him, “Promise me you’ll never leave me no matter what happens.” He put his arm around her shoulder, “I promise,” he said without even taking a breath.
 


 
 
Tu mila toh sab mila
Ab kissi se kya gila
Tujh mein simtoon
Aa main bikhroon
Teri baahon mein
Tu mila toh sab mila
Ab kissi se kya gila
Tujh mein simtoon
Aa main bikhroo
Teri baahon main
Fanaa ho jaun main
Tu hi ab duniya meri, jahaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Khwaabon ki khayalon ki, udaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, azaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
 
With you I got everything
Now I have no complaints with anyone
Will embrace you
And get disseminated
In your arms
With you I got everything
Now I have no complaints with anyone
Will embrace you
And get disseminated
In your arms
I will get destroyed
You are now my world and universe
Thanks to God
You are my flight of dreams and thoughts
Thanks to God
Now you are my religion and faith
Thanks to god
You are my chant and prayer
Thanks to God


 
“I don’t think I’ll be able to live without you. You’re everything for me now. I’ll stay here with Barun but mamma and papa have to go back to London eventually. I was alone for a long time. I didn’t have anyone but now I have you and I don’t think I’ll be able to bear you with someone else or away from me,” she said to him. “Don’t say that,” Arnav said up in arms, “I told you I love you and only you. No one else can take your place in my life. And I’ll never leave you as long as I live. You’re everything to me now and you’re mine,” he said holding her hand that had her engagement ring. She looked at her ring then Arnav and smiled. She really was his now.
 


Sab se ho jaun pare
Jo ishara tu kare
Ab toh rehna
Hai tujhi mein
Gumshuda hoon main
Sab se ho jaun pare
Jo ishara tu kare
Ab toh rehna
Hai tujhi mein
Gumshuda hoon main
Oh teri baahon mein
Jazbon ka ab toh naya bayaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Naya rutba nayi, shaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Tu hi ab mera deen hai, imaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
Mera kalma hai tu, azaan hai
Rab ka shukrana
 
I’ll separate myself from everyone
With a gesture of yours
To reside within you
Is all I desire
I will vanish
I’ll separate myself from everyone
With a gesture of yours
To reside within you
Is all I desire
I will vanish
In your arms
Now my feelings have a new direction
Thanks to God
I have new status and new honour
Thanks to God
Now you are my religion and faith
Thanks to god
You are my chant and prayer
Thanks to God


 

Khushi hugged Arnav again for the third time before they both stood up and walked to the dining room where everyone was having breakfast. “Morning,” Khushi greeted everyone with a smile and Arnav followed suit. They sat down and had breakfast with her family. They were almost done when Arnav spoke to Ravi, “Uncle, there’s a multi-artist concert on tomorrow and I’ve been asked to perform at the concert. I wanted to get Khushi’s mind off everything that’s happened so I was hoping we could perform together at the concert if you don’t mind.” Arnav was a little scared to say the least and his fear only increased when Ravi’s fork stopped mid air. “Firstly Arnav,” Ravi said, “Don’t call me uncle it makes me feel older than I actually am. I prefer papa and secondly you don’t have to ask me permission. It’s Khushi’s life and it’s Khushi performing. She’s the one you should ask. If she doesn’t have a problem then I don’t.” Arnav let out the breath he was holding. Ravi looked at Khushi, “Why would I mind? It’s what I do isn’t it?” Barun and his mother chuckled. “Done then. Tomorrow a concert it is and you all are invited if you want to come,” Arnav said breathing a sigh of relief. They all laughed and once they had finished left to do what work they had.

 

Arnav led Khushi to the pool next to her room. “Looks like this is one of your favourite places. We seem to spend a lot of time here and have a lot of moments too,” Khushi said wrapping her arms around Arnav’s neck. “Hmmm... you seem to like it too,” he replied, his arms snaking around her waist. He pulled her close and leaned forward his lips meeting hers. Khushi immediately responded kissing him back.

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