Friday 8 March 2013

Chapter 11: Apna Mujhe Tu Laga


Eventually he was going to give up when he had neared the last row of cars but saw a body lying on the ground. Arnav ran to the spot and saw Khushi lying on the ground unconscious. He lifted her up and walked into the building with her in his arms. He took her to her dressing room and saw Avani and Barun waiting there. They looked at Khushi in Arnav’s arms, their eyes asking thousands of questions. They followed him inside and locked the door behind them. He put Khushi down on the sofa and Avani sprinkled water on Khushi’s face. Khushi moved and opened her eyes, she saw Barun, Avani and Arnav standing around her. Barun helped his sister sit up and Khushi looked at Arnav. Hurt. Arnav kneeled down in front of Khushi and took held her hand but she pulled it away. Arnav looked at her dejected, “I know it looks bad but I swear it’s not what you saw. I was telling her that she means nothing to me, that I don’t care about her anymore.” Khushi listened to what Arnav was saying but stared at the wall. Barun looked questioningly at Avani. “Lavanya. Three years ago Arnav was engaged to her. It was a family alliance that would have benefitted dad because Lavanya’s dad was my dad’s best friend. Arnav and Lavanya grew up together so they knew each other. Two weeks before the wedding she called it off saying she wasn’t ready and didn’t love Arnav. Since then Arnav swore he would never get married and he would never love anyone. Then he met Khushi. She changed everything,” Avani explained. Khushi turned her attention towards Avani when she heard about the engagement and the wedding. She looked at Arnav, “Fine, I didn’t hear what you said and at that moment all I believed was what my eyes saw. Still. Suppose I heard everything you said. It doesn’t change the fact that you were going to marry her. You were engaged to her Arnav. You were two weeks away from marrying her for crying out loud. Surely you felt something for her if you agreed.” Arnav was getting frantic, “It was three years ago. It was different then.” Khushi shook her head. “An engagement is an engagement no matter who you’re getting engaged to. You put a ring on someone else’s finger just like you did on mine. How do I know that this ring actually means something to you because it means the world to me? I know you’ve told me countless times too but after this, how do I know for sure that you really love me Arnav?” Arnav’s eyes were red. He was also crying just as much as Khushi. “You want proof that I love you? You want me to prove my love for you?  You want to know what that ring means to me? Fine. I’ll show you,” he said determined before walking out of the room and taking Barun with him.
 
Arnav spoke to Barun outside and Avani had her ear against the door listening to everything. Her eyes burst wide open when she realised what Arnav was doing and that Khushi’s brother had agreed to it. She heard Barun walk off and moved away from the door before Arnav walked in. Khushi was still in her saree she had performed in but Arnav had changed into suit. When he walked in like that Avani knew exactly what he was going to do. She tried to stop him from reaching Khushi and grabbed his hand making him turn to face her, “You can’t do this Arnav. Not without anyone knowing. It’s wrong. Did you think about how she would feel? No, right?” Avani pleaded with him but it was no use. He grabbed Khushi’s wrist and dragged her out of the room towards his car. She tried to pull back and protested but Arnav was too strong. He forced her in the car and drove off. Avani had managed to get to the parking lot in time to see Arnav force Khushi into the car. She got into her car and raced after them. Arnav drove to the temple and slammed the breaks when they reached, jerking the car.
 


Anjaane ho tum jo
Begaane ho tum jo
Pehchaane lagte ho kyun
Tum gehri neendon mein
Jab soye soye ho
Toh mujh mein jagte ho kyun
Jab tujhko paata hai dil muskurata hai
Kya tujhse hai vasta
Kya tujh mein dhoondun main
Kya tujhse chahoon main
Kya kya hai tujh mein mera
If you are a stranger
If you are unknown to me
Why does it feel like I know you
When you are sleeping
In a deep sleep
Why do you stay awake in me
My heart smiles when it gets you
What is the relation to you
What do I search in you
What do I want from you
What part of me lives in you


 
Khushi was about to fall forward and hit the dashboard but Arnav held her back and broke her fall. Avani had reached the temple and saw them in the car, Barun’s parked next to theirs. Avani got out of the car and run up the steps into the temple and saw Barun standing there with the priest, “Barun, what are you doing?” Avani said shaking him. “They need to do it and they need to do it now Avani. You know how much they had to go through to be together and now Khushi is questioning Arnav’s loyalty and his love. It’s why I agreed. I’m her older brother and I can say yes,” he said trying to make Avani understand. “Don’t fight it Avani. Help them don’t fight against them. I know you think it’s wrong but for them it’s right. They need this. Khushi needs to know he loves her and is loyal to her. She needs to accept as part of her. Arnav walked to the passenger side and opened the door. He gripped Khushi’s wrist tightly and pulled her with him up the stairs to the temple. Inside Khushi got scared seeing the mandap and the priest as well as Avani and Barun. She looked at Arnav whose eyes were full of determination.
 


Jaanu na main tujh mein mera
Hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
Jaanu na main tujhse mera
Rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
 
I don’t know in you is
What part of me
But stranger, you felt like mine to me
I don’t know to me
What relation you have
But stranger, you felt like mine to me


“You wanted me to prove it so now I am. I’ll show you what that ring means to me. I’ll show you what you mean to me Khushi,” he said unwavering. He pulled Khushi with him to the mandap and surprisingly she didn’t try to stop him. She went with him and sat down with him. The priest read out the mantras and Barun did Khushi’s kanyadaan. Arnav had made sure everything was ready because if he was going to do this then he was going to do it properly. He had a pink scarf around his neck and the priest called Avani to do the garbandhan. Avani tied Khushi’s dupatta to Arnav’s scarf and the priest asked them to stand to take the phere. Arnav took hold of Khushi’s hand and held it as they walked around the fire. He led the first four rounds and Khushi the next three.


Tujhse taluq jo nahin kucch mera
Kyun tu lage hai apna sa
Dekhoon jo tujh ko ek nazar jaaye bhar
Mujh mein hai mera jo khala
Zindagi mein khushi tere aane se hai
Varna jeene mein gham har bahaane se hai
Yeh alag baat hai hum mile aaj hain
Dil tujhe jaanta ik zamaane se hai
 
I have nothing to do with you
Then why do you feel known to me
When I get a glimpse of you it’s filled
All the loneliness inside me
I found happiness when you came in my life
Else there excuses a plenty for grief
Though we have just met today
My heart has known you for a long time


They sat down again and Arnav tied the mangalsutra around Khushi’s neck. He didn’t look her in the eyes afraid of what he might see. Then he filled her hair parting with sindoor and Khushi closed her eyes. This was the only thing he needed to do to say that they were married. Yet he still wanted to do it properly.
 


Jaanu na main tujh mein mera
Hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
Jaanu na main tujhse mera
Rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
 
I don’t know in you is
What part of me
But stranger, you felt like mine to me
I don’t know to me
What relation you have
But stranger, you felt like mine to me


 
They were now married and no force in the world could change that no matter how hard they tried. They stood up and the priest crowned them husband and wife. The priest left the four alone in the wedding mandap. Avani and Barun stood next to each other in front of Khushi and Arnav. Arnav turned to Khushi and held her hand, “You wanted to know what this ring meant to me. You wanted to know what you meant to me. This is what you mean to me Khushi. Everything. I’m sorry I had to do it this way. I never wanted it to be like this but I couldn’t bear you not trusting me or believing me. I’m sorry,” he said softly and teary eyed.
 


Aankhon ne aankhon se kahi dastaan
Tumko bana ke raazda
Baahon mein jannat aa gayi khushnuma
Tum jo huye ho mehrabaan
Jism se jism ka yun taaruf hua
Ho gaye hum sanam rooh tak aashna
My eyes told a tale to your eyes
Making you a confidant
Heaven came in my arms happily
When you turned kind to me
Our bodies became known to each other
That I turned beautiful till my soul, beloved
Ik zara jo chale
Do kadam saath mein
Mil gaya hai humein
Zindagi ka paata
 
By just walking
A couple steps with you
I have found
My life’s destination


 
Khushi gently cupped his face and lifted it so he was looking at her. “You don’t have to say sorry. You don’t have to apologize to me. Did I try to stop you? No, I didn’t. That meant that I wanted it too. I shouldn’t have questioned your love Arnav. I should have known better than to do that after everything we’ve been through but seeing you with someone else that you loved at one point I couldn’t help myself,” she said to him. She wiped away his tears and whispered to him, “Now I know how much you love me and I love you too. I really do.”


Jaanu na main tujh mein mera
Hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
Jaanu na main tujhse mera
Rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
 
Anjaane ho tum jo
Begaane ho tum jo
Pehchaane lagte ho kyun
Tum gehri neendon mein
Jab soye soye ho
Toh mujh mein jagte ho kyun
Jab tujhko paata hai dil muskurata hai
Kya tujhse hai vasta
Kya tujh mein dhoondun main
Kya tujhse chahoon main
Kya kya hai tujh mein mera
 
Jaanu na main tujh mein mera
Hissa hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
Jaanu na main tujhse mera
Rishta hai kya
Par ajnabi apna mujhe tu laga
 
I don’t know in you is
What part of me
But stranger, you felt like mine to me
I don’t know to me
What relation you have
But stranger, you felt like mine to me
 
If you are a stranger
If you are unknown to me
Why does it feel like I know you
When you are sleeping
In a deep sleep
Why do you stay awake in me
My heart smiles when it gets you
What is the relation to you
What do I search in you
What do I want from you
What part of me lives in you
 
I don’t know in you is
What part of me
But stranger, you felt like mine to me
I don’t know to me
What relation you have
But stranger, you felt like mine to me


 

She wiped away his tears and Arnav wiped away hers. They engulfed each other in a hug that seemed to last forever because they didn’t want to let go of each other. That’s where they wanted to stay. In each other’s arms. Avani and Barun couldn’t help but smile. How could two people love each other so much that they were willing to go to the ends of the earth for them? Barun hugged Avani from the side. They finally broke apart very reluctantly and Arnav held Khushi’s hand making sure not to let go. “Now that you’ve gotten married, I suppose we can discuss how we are going to inform your families,” Avani said smugly. Arnav and Khushi looked at each other with wide eyes. They had done it in the moment and didn’t regret any of it but how would they tell their parents? They looked to Avani and Barun for help. Avani had a smug look on her face. “You see I knew you didn’t think this through but fortunately for you once I realized you weren’t going to stop even if the sky came crashing down I thought of something. This is what we’re going to do,” she said to them and explained what she had decided. They all agreed and headed home to Khushi’s house.

Ravi and his wife were waiting for Barun and Khushi to reach home but when they were walked in with Arnav and Avani Ravi almost had a heart attack. “I know it looks bad Papa but please let me explain?” Khushi asked her father when she saw nearing cardiac arrest at the sight by his front door. Arnav and Khushi were standing there with garlands around their necks, Khushi had sindoor and mangalsutra and Ravi could clearly see what they had done from what Arnav was wearing. He just nodded and sat down with the help of his wife as Arnav, Khushi, Avani and Barun walked into the house. Richa, Barun’s mother looked weary and wasn’t sure if she wanted to hear what happened. Khushi narrated Lavanya and Arnav’s story and how it was her fault that they got married in the first place. Ravi looked to Barun, “She’s right Papa but they needed to do it. That’s why I agreed and did her kanyadaan. I know you would have done it as her father but you weren’t there and she belongs to my family too.” Ravi sighed and stood up he walked to Barun and put a hand on his son’s shoulder, “I’m proud of you. I know that if Khushi has no one in this world she can always rely on you.” He smiled at him. He turned to the newlywed couple standing in front of him, “What’s done is done. No one can undo it. Richa and I have no problem as you two were already engaged and were going to get married eventually. I just didn’t think it would be two days after your engagement. There is one thing however that eludes me. Why did you come here and not go to Arnav’s house? Surely that’s where you should have gone first?” Avani stepped forward this time to answer his question, “We have a very good reason for that. You see after what happened to Arnav the first time mom and dad are a little strict when it comes to Arnav and they would just blow their top if they found out about this. Dad never pressured or arranged Arnav’s marriage after the incident with Lavanya because he knew how much it hurt. The reason we are keeping it from them is because the only way they won’t over react is if Aakash, Arnav’s brother, calms them down and he’s only coming down next month a day before our sangeet. We also decided to tell you so that if mom and dad made a scene you would be able to explain to them because they would listen to you and you already know,” Avani said all in one go. Ravi listened intently to what Avani was saying and finally nodded in agreement at the end of her monologue. “Fine, but right now you and Arnav need to go home,” he said to them both. They agreed and left for the night. Arnav giving Khushi a goodnight kiss in secret while everyone else was outside waiting for him.

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