Friday, 11 January 2013

Chapter : Saans


They both looked at each other, past memories flooding back but more especially the last time they ever saw each other.
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“Thanks for doing this you guys. You know ever since you two started doing shows together because of your chemistry crowd numbers have doubled. This isn’t even a concert, it’s just one of my dance shows but because word spread you two were performing the tickets are sold out,” Avani said all in one breath. They both laughed and Avani looked at them with a what’s-so-funny expression. “Breathe Avani,” Arnav said, “You’re my best friend. Of course we’d do it for you.” Khushi smiled, “He’s right. We’d do anything for you.” That was the last thing they got to say to her before they were announced on stage and walked on. The music started playing and everyone started screaming. The moment Khushi started singing there was silence...
 


Saans mein teri saans mili to
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Saans mein teri saans mili to
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Rooh ne chhoo li jism ki khushboo,
Tu jo paas aayi
Tu jo paas aayi
Tu jo paas aayi
Saans mein teri saans mili to
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
 
When your breath mixed with mine
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
When your breath mixed with mine
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
The soul touched the body’s fragrance
When you came close
When you came close
When you came close
When your breath mixed with mine
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe


 
They sang together standing on opposite ends of the stage.  They moved closer, standing in front of each other...
 


Kab tak hosh sambhale koi,
Hosh ude to ud jaane do
Dil kab seedhi raah chala hai
Raah mude to mud jaane do
Tere khayal mein doob ke aksar
Achchi lage tanhaai
Saans mein teri saans mili to
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
 
How long can one remain in control
If your senses let go then let it go
When has the heart gone on a straight path
If the path turns let it turn
When I’m often drowned in your thoughts
Loneliness feels good
When your breath mixed with mine
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe


 
 
They looked into each other’s eyes. Lost. Unaware of the thousands of people watching them...
 


Raat teri baahon mein kate to,
Subha badi halki lagti hai
Aankh mein rehne lage ho kya tum,
Kyon chhalki chhalki lagti hai
Mujhko phir se chhoo ke bolo
Meri kasam kya khaayi
 
When the night is spent in your arms
Morning seems very light
Have you started living in my eyes
Why does it keep spilling
Touch me again and say
Have you taken my oath


 
 
Arnav took her hand in his, linking their fingers...
 


Saans mein teri saans mili to
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Mujhe saans aayi
Rooh ne chhoo li jism ki khushboo,
Tu jo paas aayi, mujhe saans aayi
Tu jo paas aayi , mujhe saans aayi
Tu jo paas aayi, mujhe saans aayi
Tu jo paas aayi
 
When your breath mixed with mine
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
I was able to breathe
The soul touched the body’s fragrance
When you came close, I was able to breathe
When you came close, I was able to breathe
When you came close, I was able to breathe
When you came close


 

They sang the last verse without breaking their eye lock and once Arnav sang the last note they turned towards the audience , still holding hands, and took a bow. Khushi spoke, “We’d like to thank everyone for coming here tonight to support Avani and her dance troupe and we sincerely hope you have enjoyed the show.” She looked towards Arnav who was now speaking, “Could you please welcome back the Mastana Dance Troupe back on stage for the last time tonight.” With that the crowd screamed and cheered and welcomed them back while the two singers went backstage to their dressing rooms.

 

Fifteen minutes after the show had ended Arnav was still sitting in his dressing room, lost thinking about their performance, when Khushi barged in shutting the door behind her locking it to make sure no one else came in. Arnav stood up in surprise and started walking towards her when she put her hand out in front of him asking him to stop. “Khushi, what happened? Why are you ...” he trailed off. “I’m going to talk and you’re going to listen. You’re not going to interrupt me and you’re not going to question anything I say,” Arnav was totally taken by surprise at what Khushi had said because it didn’t sound like her but nonetheless he agreed. She turned away from him unable to look him in the eyes, “It’s over Arnav. Whatever we had between us is over. I thought I could handle being in a relationship and this whole idea of love but it turns out I couldn’t. I’m not made for this and anyway I’m a superstar. I’m at the height of my career Arnav and the last thing I need is a distraction. It was nice while it lasted” Arnav couldn’t believe what he was hearing. All this time, everything she did, everything she said. She was playing with me? Despite being a rock star Arnav was never a playboy. His father had always taught him to respect women and he did. He never used them. She unlocked the door and was halfway out when he asked, “Did you ever love me?” he noticed her hesitancy to answer the question. “No. I never loved you,” Khushi said firmly. With that she closed the door behind her and walked out of Arnav’s life forever.

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Here they stood after six months, seeing each other for the first time. “Come here Arnav,” she heard his mother Mrs Raizada say. Khushi sat down as Arnav approached the family.  Arnav sat down next to his mother on the couch. “Sheela, this is my son Arnav Singh Raizada or ASR as everyone like to call him. I proposed him for marriage to your daughter,” she said excitedly. Arnav looked from his mother to Khushi. He had a look in his eyes almost as if he’d been brought back to life. “Yes, we’ve heard much about him. Quite the rock star he is. As I said we have no issues with this proposal and we’ve already spoken to Maya and she’s quite pleased with it actually,” Yug replied. Maya?!  His mother fixed his wedding without telling him? Without asking him? To a supermodel? How could she do that to him? Khushi noticed the shocked look on Arnav’s face at the mention of Maya. “Arnav!” they heard a shout from upstairs. Arnav breathed a sigh of relief, “Coming Di,” he shouted upstairs. He stood up and addressed the people sitting with his mother, “It was nice meeting you. Please excuse me.” With that he jogged to the staircase and took the stairs two at a time and ran to his sister’s room. She was standing outside and looking over to where she had a clear view of the living room. She had called him to save him from doing something disastrous. They heard their mother chat with the Guptas a little while longer before she escorted them out. Just as they left Arnav’s father had returned from the office.

 

Anjali, Arjun, Avani and Arnav had immediately gone downstairs at the sight of Raj Singh Raizada. He noticed the disturbed look on the four faces standing in front of him and the pain in his son’s eyes. “What happened?” he asked apprehensively. Anjali stepped forward and explained what had happened to her father. Raj didn’t seem too surprised by what he heard. He turned to his wife, “Is what she saying true Sadhna?” Sadhna didn’t seem the least bit worried about the situation and simply answered his question with, “Yes, it’s true.” Raj sighed and sat down on the couch closest to him the rest of the family still standing. He rubbed his temple. “Why would you do something like that?” he asked his wife. She rolled her eyes and answered, “Because I should get to pick what kind of daughter-in-law I want and who she is.” Raj stood in front of his wife, “You knew that Arnav loved Khushi and you know he won’t marry anyone besides her and you still proposed he marry Maya, knowing she’s Khushi’s sister?” he asked his wife accusingly. “I don’t want a superstar in my house. I don’t want that worthless no good singer as my daughter-in-law. She doesn’t deserve to marry my son. Her sister on the other hand does. What’s the problem if I prefer a down to earth model rather than a stuck up singer?” she asked matter-of-factly. “MOM!” Arnav’s voice boomed through the mansion, “Don’t you dare say a word against her.” Sadhna Raizada could not believe that after all that girl did to him he’s still defending her. “You are unbelievable Arnav. After all this time you still defend her. She’s an egoistic, back-biting little b*tch that used you to get famous,” she said outraged. “I told you not to say anything about her. And she didn’t use me to get famous. You’re forgetting that before we met each other KKG was ASR’s biggest competition. I am not marrying Maya and that’s it. No discussion,” Arnav stated before storming upstairs with Avani following suit. “Did you see that Raj?” Sadhna asked her husband turning towards him. “What? He didn’t do anything wrong. I stand behind my son and his decision Sadhna and I think Anjali and Arjun do as well,” Raj concluded and headed off to his study with Arjun to discuss business. Sadhna looked at her daughter who just shook her head and walked away.

 

The moment the Gupta’s reached home Khushi ran to the garage, got in her car and sped off. She was doing a performance for charity concert that was to feature a range of different singers. She headed to the stadium, parked her car and bolted for the dressing room. The moment she closed the door she burst out crying. She cried her heart out at the thought of Arnav marrying Maya. There was a knock and the door and Khushi wiped away her tears, “Come in.” The lady at the door breathed a sigh of relief, “Thank god. I thought you weren’t here yet. The first two acts are done and yours is fourth. Get ready and come back stage you’re done,” she said smiling. Khushi nodded and said, “Sure Riya.” She closed the door leaving Khushi alone and Khushi got dressed and curled her hair before heading backstage. She looked for Riya sauntered over towards her. “I’m ready,” she said just as the previous act came off stage. “Perfect timing. Go break a leg,” Riya said before ushering Khushi on stage. She looked at all the people in front of her waiting to hear her sing. She indicated to one of the musicians behind her to give her the violin.

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